Jess dresses up as an adult baby – because she wants to put her troubled childhood behind her

She wears nappies, drinks from a bottle and sleeps in a giant cot – but 21-year-old says there’s nothing sexual in it and she’s not doing anything wrong

Source: Mirror.co.uk.


USA – LAKELAND – FLORIDA – This 21-year-old wears nappies, drinks from a bottle and regresses back to infancy in a bid to make peace with her troubled childhood.

Jess, who was sexually abused aged just two, suffered depression and anxiety as she battled the trauma.

But now, with the help of her 24-year-old boyfriend David, she dresses in babygros and has a Youtube following of thousands.

David, who calls himself Jess’ Daddy said: “Some people have called me a paedophile and have made fun of Jess. But really, I just try to ignore it.

“We know we’re okay and aren’t doing anything wrong.”

Jess, from Lakeland, Florida, said she is now more confident and happy.

She said: “Age play is really my best escape and it allows me to reclaim the innocence of my childhood and have it play out the way I always wanted.

“Aside from that though, regressing and being a ‘little’ just fits with my personality.

“It allows me to be playful and cute, which is what I’m like naturally anyway and so I think that I would definitely still be living this lifestyle if I’d had a more ‘normal’ childhood.”

The couple, who have been together for four years, say for them age play is not sexual and is more of a lifestyle choice.

“We never have sex while I’m age playing but for a lot of people it is a sexual kink,” she added.

“For us, it is more about enjoying the dominant/submissive dynamic in our everyday lives.

“I was always very childlike in my mannerisms anyway so this has been a sort of natural progression for us both.

“I enjoy the feeling of David being a protector and a person that I can depend on to look after me and he likes feeling needed.

“It has definitely brought us closer as a couple.”

David added: “My favourite thing about being Jess’s Daddy is caring for her. Age play is not sexually stimulating for me in any way shape or form.

“I know it is for a lot of people but it just isn’t for me.

“But it makes me happy to keep her happy and it brings us closer in our relationship.”

Jess says that wearing a diaper feels like an ‘instant comfort’ but admits only to urinating in them, saying anything more would be ‘too far’ for her.

Jess uploads videos in which she talks openly about her age play lifestyle and her relationship with David to her 25,000 subscribers on YouTube.

“I aim to reach any audience that will receive me. Both vanillas and kinksters alike,” Jess said.

“I’m always happy to educate those who don’t understand and give a voice to those who are afraid to come out.

“My main goal with everything online is to be myself and show others they can too – whatever they’re into.

“I don’t do anything with the intention of sexually arousing anyone, all my social media is safe for work, but I can’t control what they do from behind a screen and I don’t really mind it much.”

Jess receives lots of positive comments from other adult babies and one of her followers even built a five-foot tall crib for her to play and sleep in.

Jess is now looking for a real life babysitter who will carry out a bedtime routine for her and look after her while David is away at work.

“For me it’s something innocent and pure.

“It’s helped me find myself and find my inner self confidence and I’ve never been happier,” she said.

Gabrielle Shaw, chief executive from UK charity National Association for People Abused in Childhood said: “Although unusual in the general scheme of things, this is not something we’re unfamiliar with.

“We hear from adult survivors of childhood abuse every day on the NAPAC telephone helpline how they have been affected by what happened to them.

“All survivors are different and cope in different ways.

“This method of coping, by acting as an adult baby, seems to be working for this particular survivor who says she has never been happier”.

NAPAC runs a free phone line to support those abused in childhood: 0808 801 0331

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